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been a month since my last post. guess i should update this blog. feel like blogging aniwaez.

the past month has been particularly difficult. had to deal with a very low mood the whole time as well as some hallucinations both visual and audible. ended with a week's stay in hotel Ward 12. dr roger was pretty keen on discharging me as early as possible so that i can continue my studies. like he said, this is my last chance at completing studies in nus. no more mc. no more leave of absence. final opportunity. kinda puts a lil pressure on me but i think i'm fine with it. so the hotel stay left me with an additional mood stabiliser to take every night. sighz. got 7 pills to swallow every night =(

on a brighter note, school restarted this week and i'm glad to say i'll be taking 6 modules this semester instead of the usual 5 since i'm 1 module short. and one of the modules is... chinese! yes! i'll be learning basic conversational and written chinese this semester! haha. and i managed to bid for it without bombing my points. i must say so far the chinese lessons have been very refreshing compared to the usual lectures. maybe it's because of my interest in learning the subject. even then, i have to tell myself that i only gotta last 13 weeks. after that i'll get a break. 13 weeks. that's all he's asking from u.

as for today..i don't know why but i feel so happy and excited today. so much so that it translated into a pretty good performance during training. i have not felt this happy in such a loooong time! i'm glad that it has come. thank God for it =))) on another happy note, i have made a new friend! a floorball girl. feels great to achieve something like that in an environment that doesn't really gives much chance of such things happening.

ok enough for now. ta ta!