frust

i am very frustrated. i don't know why. just very frustrated. maybe because i want to do stupid things to myself but i don't want to. frust.

floorball camp has come and gone. so fast. first day was freaking tiring. started with 10km run then training then eat then games then more floorball then eat then sleep. day two went sentosa chill slack rilek jack play swim then eat then watch kung fu panda then play drinking games till 5 plus in the morning then cannot sleep so chill at fong seng till 7 plus then breakfast at engin then mini floorball tournament. oh day three alredi. i must say 3v3 floorball is so much more fun than 5v5. we should play 3v3 more often.

i don't know whether to check in or not. i'll try to tahan a few more days see how.