oh hello bloggiee.was away for the last week of april cos i got admitted again.was having delusionary suicidal thoughts.yet, after 3 days out discharged, i don't feel any better. felt more at ease when i was in the ward. tonight i'm trying to sort of ride out the night and thoughts. hopefully when i wake up tomorrow i'll feel a lot better than now. now i just feel like going back to the ward. but when i'm in there i just wanna come out. stuck between 2 places. i know i can't keep depending on the ward to keep me safe. i need to learn to think safely and positively. but i can't help but think that depression is slowly creeping back into my life again. been about 2 months since i went off meds for depression. for some reason, it was a sudden stop. part of me felt glad it ended to quickly but now. haiz.
school's starting in a week. wonder what would happen then.
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