found a really nice place to chillax and watch trains go by. those locomotive trains, not mrt. it's sort of a mini park in a very old hdb estate. i would love to buy one of the apartments there and live the rest of my life. hidden, away from the hectic city life.
yet another tiring day feeling all tired. my eyes been stinging ever since afternoon. don't know why. took them pills today. the relaxants don't seem to be working. can't be i need a higher dosage so fast right?
what if i fail? this tiredness just fills me with all sorts of negative thoughts and i'm trying all i can to push them away. would it be that dark should i not be able to resist it? it doesn't even make sense to my why i'm feeling all down and negative. it doesn't make any sense why i feel like cutting myself. somehow it just seems all so tempting if i just don't think about the consequences.
Friday, September 21, 2007
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