together

it's official. we're together =) nobody has ever made me happy the way she does. getting lost in her eyes, it's such a wonderful feeling. now i juz have to sort out my academic future. do i stay in nus n struggle for the next 2yrs? or do i try to apply to ntu and have fun learning but for twice the amount of time? she says she needs time to prepare for marriage and she's willing to wait for me. i can't ask for more. but even if i somehow grad from nus, i'll still need 1-2yrs to save up for marriage. plus, i'll be so stressed while in nus there's high chance of me relapsing again n again. so i think i'm gonna apply to nie when applications open in feb/mar next yr. i really hope they will accept me this time.

i love u, Dina.