Monday, February 4, 2008

Saints 1 - 14 Innebandy

yesterday. at least we got a goal. the team played better than last week. i scored an own goal. didn't play much again cos fitness still not up there yet. timing n touches getting there. not too bad la. the only way we can go is up so it's good.

today. went fatpipe. bought stick n grip. spent $210. freak 27 is the stick. quite light. new experience though it reminds me of my first stick. $190 for one piece of equipment. hope it lasts. new nick: syafreak27. so it's a good thing my jersey number nowadays is 27.

tomorrow. hopefully will make it to the mixed hit around session tomorrow. then can try out the new stick.

now. feeling kinda down. i think it's cos i'm very tired. haiz. i can't be tired. when i'm tired i have a very high chance of getting an episode. it feels so easy to give up now. if there isn't hit around session tomorrow i think i'd have given up alredi. argh it's so tough. read the letters again yesterday. one of it said "at least we don't give up". hope to find some inspiration from that. i kinda miss that place. sgh ward 46a. plus having that medication which made me eat like mad. if only that pill didn't cost so much. wouldn't mind eating it.

ok. i'm losing grip.

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