Saints 0 - 2 Nemesis

we could have won it in the first 2 periods. especially the first. but our shooting let us down. me included. had several attempts on goal none of which hit the target. haiz. in the end the lack of defenders, we only had 2 defensive pairs, meant that our dear defenders were totally shagged out by the fast forwards they had. good thing is if we keep the intensity of this match for our last game vs rp we might just get a result. but 2 defensive pairs is really 2 defenders too few.

i don't understand girls.

thank you to whoever left the comment. would be glad if u left ur name/link next time =)

joy of airhooking

bought unihoc evo3 CURVE yesterday.haha. cost me $250!now i'm so broke.but at least i finally have the curve!gonna unleash the curve tonight.think i'll take some time to get used to it though.furthermore it's shorter than my other sticks.hope it's long enough...oh i can finally airhook!with the evo3 hook blade la...haha

found a very nice quote: "if the mind yearns for something strong enough, the body can sometimes perform above its limitations." kool huh....

applied for several jobs including relief teaching.there's this ambulance driver job that's screaming at me to apply for it.i dunno.something's holding me back.should i go for it?

i really feel like a brand new person.but one with a darkened past.

div1

haiz cant really sleep.now my eyes are stinging. gots a match vs blacks later but i'm not well rested.hope i won't be as sluggish n soft as during yesterday's training.it's a must win match and i really wanna win.the season's not over, anything can happen in the last 3 matches so i think we still have an outside chance of staying up in div1. what an achievement it'll be if we manage to pull it off. we certainly can't let in too many goals and they've proved that they can score at this level. they've even scored more than we have so far. what really bugs me is that we've been rather toothless going forward. nobody really dictating the play ups. well, we didn't have the preparation the Saints team of 2007 had and sadly the commitment in training is lacking from this year's team. but what's done is done, three quarters of the season is already over. last week's result was really disappointing especially since we played quite well. hope it spurs on the guys even more to win today.

hey F1's starting again today. gotta check the race schedules. haiz i still can't find tamiya stuff anywhere. i wanna buy a diy car model. anybody knows where i can find such stuff??let me know k.i'll give u a thousand kissesss.haha ciaozzzz

back home

hello. i'm back. belated post. the wednesday after my last post, i got admitted again. stayed for 3 weeks till last wednesday. i must say the stay this time round was a lot better than previously. the first week i had hassan, a smoking buddy to hang around with. the second week i played scrabble every morning with uncle raj. the third week i had kak mala to hang around with and pour out our feelings at each other. so it wasn't the boring i wanna get out asap kind of stay. although towards the end when i felt a lot better like a normal person i started wanting to get out and taste normal life again. a little something of what i've done the past week since discharge:

the night of the discharge went training =) sunday night had a must win relegation battle vs singapore school boys. similar to the ntu game, we went 3-1 up but lost 3-4 in the end. managed to keep a cleen sheet for my defensive pair though. felt my overall performance was pretty good despite the thigh strain and ankle dunno what. then yesterday took my first drive since discharge. feels good to be driving again. later will be going shopping with 2 of my cuzzins. gotta add that "magic" muscle spray to my shopping list cos my thigh's really killin me.

i think i've been going at it the wrong way. i kept wanting to have my old life back when in fact, i'm sort of a different person now than who i was. so it's time to start a new life. what's past is past. i can't be who i was anymore. i've gotta change. times have changed. situations have changed. relationships have changed. it's a new life that i've got to look forward to. it's been a long while since i last felt like a normal person. i hope this lasts.